Paralyzed

I'm supposed to take a day off.

I have SO much to do this week and that reality will be staring over my shoulder, preventing me from enjoying my day off.

It's so much to do that figuring out where to begin takes thought. In college, I would've spent three hours cleaning my room, alphabetizing albums and doing laundry before doing it.

I know...bird by bird, long journey and first step, focus on bite-size chunks, plan my work and work my plan...yada yada yada.

I feel like it's going to be a long, unproductive and guilt-laced day. Ugh.