Kinda How I Feel Today

So, today, for whatever reason, I've got kind of a melancholy thing happenin' emotionally, and the Smashing Pumpkins song "Muzzle" describes it...

Here's a few selected lines...

i fear that i am ordinary just like everyone
to lie here and die among the sorrows
adrift among the days
for everything i ever said
and everything i've ever done is gone...

...i know that i am meant for this world
my life has been extraordinary
blessed and cursed and won
time heals but i'm forever broken
by and by the way...

...i know that i am meant for this world
and in my mind as i was floating
far above the clouds
some children laughed i'd fall for certain
for thinking that i'd last forever
but i knew exactly where i was
and i knew the meaning of it all
and i knew the distance to the sun
and i knew the echo that is love
and i knew the secrets in your spires
and i knew the emptiness of youth
and i knew the solitude of heart
and i knew the murmurs of the soul
and the world is drawn into your hands
and the world is etched upon your heart
and the world so hard to understand
is the world you can't live without
and i knew the silence of the world.

It's a great song...and describes what I'm feeling at the moment. Those feelings will change when I begin mowing the grass in about five mintues.