All Part of the Process

This is the part of the sermon preparation process in which I have every single insecurity I possess flares up and I wonder why in the world I'm in ministry and why I'd even have any desire to do this job and nobody likes my teaching style and my jokes won't be funny or after this they'll fire me...etc.

Yes.

I know it isn't about me.

But that still doesn't change this part of the process.